She actually asked what I was having flashbacks about..
I assumed she meant which memories were causing the biggest problems..
but no, she confessed to having not even read my file!
She doesn't know, she doesn't know anything..
How is she supposed to help me when she doesn't know why I'm hurting so much!?
I can't do this alone. I just cant.
But every day, life proves to me, just how alone I am.
Would it kill for ANYONE in my care team to actually DO THEIR JOB properly!
But every day, life proves to me, just how alone I am.
Would it kill for ANYONE in my care team to actually DO THEIR JOB properly!
How do they expect to help someone when they know nothing about them..
it's not even like she's only recently been on my team.. not far off a year.
I'm falling apart. And they can't even see what to be looking for to know when I'm struggling..
I'm falling apart. And they can't even see what to be looking for to know when I'm struggling..
I'm so alone.
I'm scared and all alone.
I'm scared and all alone.
These memories are tearing me apart. I don't know what to do. It hurts, it all hurts and I don't know how to make it stop.
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