Feeling Stupid :/

  Is it ridiculously pathetic for to still miss her;

despite having not seen her or heard from her for over a year and a half??

I feel stupid.

Pathetic!

But I miss her so much.

I dont actually know why I miss her so much.

She didn't actually care, it was just her job. 

But it still hurts. 

I miss you. Still..

I still need you.

I hate how you didn't really say a proper goodbye. 

A letter means nothing. 

A job. 

I was only ever your job