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I am just a randomer; another mentalist at large
A 19 year old female, who doesn't know who she is or what
she's doing, searching the madosphere one blog at a time (:
♥ Hoping to find, who and what she's looking for and every
reason as to why to look in the first place.
Welcome everyone! mentalists and bloggers alike.
♥ Join me as I find my place in this world, doubting
the who's, what's, why's and wheres of my life.
♥ Trying to make a compromise between what I want and
need, what I already have and what I can leave behind.

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Wednesday, 5 January 2011

Scared :/

Stupid letters from hospitals. 
Crappy heart conditions and specialist Doctors..
I don't want a pacemaker, I'm far too young, I'm only 19..
Let me live my life.. Pleaseeee!
I'm soo scared. 
I just wanna hide away, this is making it all too real.
Make it all stop.. 
I don't wanna be scared anymore.
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