Felt totally, totally shit today.
Went to the cinema with my boyfriend.
Managed not to freak out despite it being pretty
busy and train delays and things.
Flashbacks, Daymares, and feeling so god damn out of control..
I really wanted to cut, but managed not too..
I ate instead, so once again ruined it at 6 days..
but I don't think I realized how much harder it'd be
to do whilst my sleep is still so screwed. Not that that
means i'm going to stop. Back again from tomorrow,
or looking at the time, today.
I don't think I have anything else to say.
Life is definitely continuing to go
further and further downhill.
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