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I am just a randomer; another mentalist at large
A 19 year old female, who doesn't know who she is or what
she's doing, searching the madosphere one blog at a time (:
♥ Hoping to find, who and what she's looking for and every
reason as to why to look in the first place.
Welcome everyone! mentalists and bloggers alike.
♥ Join me as I find my place in this world, doubting
the who's, what's, why's and wheres of my life.
♥ Trying to make a compromise between what I want and
need, what I already have and what I can leave behind.
Happiness, Fear && Lurking Memories ♥
I think I am happy.
He gives me butterflies.
I want him to touch me, but it just doesn't feel do-able at the moment.
But then I'm scared and weirded out, because I've never wanted to be touched before.
I even ate with him today. Breaking the rules. Breaking my record.
He held me and I didn't freak out.
I felt safe.
Yet.
I'm already contemplating the end of March/beginning of April for my death.
It's isn't an insistent, unbearable, impossible to ignore thought yet.. but it will be.
Soon enough.
I don't want to hurt him at all.
Do I break it off now?
Or do I keep everything that might get me through the first April, since it all, unscathed.
♥ I think I might be falling in Love ♥
♥ ωє ℓσνє уσυ ♥
Notes from Friends - Lest I Forget ♥
♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥♥ Please be my dude forever?
I know your trying and we're
all proud of your efforts. Don't
be disheartened by little slips.
You wouldn't be our bestest
dude if you weren't you; we
love you; quirks and all (: ♥
♥ ♥ ♥
♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥♥ I cannot ease your aching
heart, Nor take your pain away,
But let me stay and take your
hand, And walk with you today ♥
♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
♥ Word's can't express what it
means to have you in my life.
I Love You ♥
♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥♥ I hope you have a good day -
you deserve it. You are so much
stronger then even YOU realise.
I will love you forever ♥
♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
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